How I started masturbating
a look at how habits fuel our behaviour
Hi there,
It was many years ago as a teenager that I first came in contact with the word ‘masturbation’ and that was as a secondary school student.
A classmate of mine had come to my bed to spend the night when suddenly I noticed somebody’s hand running through my boxers shorts. I was startled at why this could be happening. He told me it was a way to deal with erection when there’s no female to actually insert the cocky object into.
This friend of mine made me seem to like it as it made it easy for me to satisfy my erection. Of course that thought stayed with me for years. At the watch of any video, I’d find myself thinking about how best to let off the erection since I now looked forward to it and was driven to watching sex-oriented movies. It was a battle I didn’t start fighting until years after when it dawned on me that I might be killing myself gradually.
Of course, I finally got delivered (to borrow the words of the religious sect) but that didn’t happen until I understood the reason for my actions.
So do you know why you do the things you do? Do you understand why you’re so much into that habit or lifestyle?
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